Hello all!
I know I should of blogged a while ago,but so much has happened.
anywho, let's catch up!
The promotion I was hoping to get didn't go through. I've been contemplating whether or not to apply for it again in January. The process itself was exhausting and I've been scrambling my brain to see if it'll be worth another shot or not.
Ive also took into consideration this new life I've taken on. I've always wanted to be the best at whatever I was doing. Lately, I really want to be a great wife. It's more than just impressing Adam but because this relationship is the reflection of what it is for Christ to love the church and vice versa. I believe in our three fold marriage--God, Adam, and I. Career doesn't really fit into there.
Ive seen and heard where another person or thing gets into the way of ones marriage and ruins it. I'm starting to realize more and more how things that may have worked in my single life don't necessarily work in my married life. These habits, thoughts, patterns have no root now so I have to hack them off at the root now or God will so.
In this process of doing and being better, there will be new habits, processes, things, and people and the old ones have to die. I'm so ready for it to come and I'm excited for all that is for me. I'm learning that all God has for me is better than whatever I can imagine. And that's what I truly want, not anything substandard.
Happy September all! Hope you all will continue to follow me.
<3,
Barbara
I know I should of blogged a while ago,but so much has happened.
anywho, let's catch up!
The promotion I was hoping to get didn't go through. I've been contemplating whether or not to apply for it again in January. The process itself was exhausting and I've been scrambling my brain to see if it'll be worth another shot or not.
Ive also took into consideration this new life I've taken on. I've always wanted to be the best at whatever I was doing. Lately, I really want to be a great wife. It's more than just impressing Adam but because this relationship is the reflection of what it is for Christ to love the church and vice versa. I believe in our three fold marriage--God, Adam, and I. Career doesn't really fit into there.
Ive seen and heard where another person or thing gets into the way of ones marriage and ruins it. I'm starting to realize more and more how things that may have worked in my single life don't necessarily work in my married life. These habits, thoughts, patterns have no root now so I have to hack them off at the root now or God will so.
In this process of doing and being better, there will be new habits, processes, things, and people and the old ones have to die. I'm so ready for it to come and I'm excited for all that is for me. I'm learning that all God has for me is better than whatever I can imagine. And that's what I truly want, not anything substandard.
Happy September all! Hope you all will continue to follow me.
<3,
Barbara
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